1:34AM

by tns

Some times you just want to run out there and tell someone everything. Just talk their head straight off their shoulders. And when it matters, I’m pinched at the lips. You fall short of every word that runs around in your head. Ping ponging off the walls with a muffled echo. I don’t often wonder about the things I can’t experience first hand, like planets, super novas, summers in Switzerland. Because sometimes all that wondering keep raising this thing high and high into the air. Then when you finally get to experience it, your expectations fall short. What do you do then? Shrug it off I guess. Maybe I just need to chill the fuck out. It’s like getting to the top of Mt. Everest and not being able see past your own nose. I mean, you know you’re at the highest point in the world and you certainly feel it if you haven’t curled over already. What is it really?