This is pretty much the only thing cheering me up right now:
Made the mistake of going out on Tuesday night with Mike and Becky for drinks in Claremont. Probably not a good idea since I’d been up for awhile and I had to wake up at 9 the next day. Overslept a bit with a caffeine headache for most of the day while I went to a laser demo at my school–which, I was barely even paying any attention to. That night was also the weekly bike ride, where it seemed less cold than more nights so I didn’t really dress too warm. We went to a buffalo wings place to eat and have drinks, Mike, Josh and myself had two 23oz beers and I was pretty tipsy getting back on the saddle. We’d been sitting so long it was super cold going back to the meet spot and here I am today, feeling that scratchiness in the back of my throat of an upcoming sickness.
I’m supposed to do some homework today and normally I would’ve started already but I’ve just been lethargic. I’m trying to rest up but I think I’m just lazy because I haven’t really been focusing. I was going out this Saturday but I don’t think I’ll be going anymore… I guess it depends, I don’t have an intense amount of homework but starting early on some of these projects are a must due to problems arising.
Also consistently thinking about money and how I don’t have it and how am I going to make it while still being a full time student. I’m most likely going to have to be dislocated from my normal job for some time since the graphic design industry has little use for a part-time anything–maybe I’m wrong though, I hope I’m wrong. I can also get some other job or tutor at my school or something. Usually thinking about money leads to thinking about the redonculous amount of loans I have to payback and how it makes me want to reconsider robbing banks as a career.
There’s still something wrong with the process.