I think the looming thought of not knowing where my next paycheck will be coming from in the near future is taking its toll. Until I figure that situation out, I don’t think I’ll feel any better about things – things that are going relatively well… I should be in a better mood. I feel like I’ve been doing the whole graphic design thing for so long even though I’ve never really done anything substantial. I don’t know if I’ll ever feel like I’ve done anything substantial now that I think about it. So tired. Sometimes I want to just stop. If I had it my way I probably wouldn’t really be doing graphic design I think, I don’t know anymore. I can’t tell if I’m trying anymore or just kind of going through the motions. I guess I shouldn’t say that since I am busting my ass for some of these school projects. Point is, I can’t really tell if I still enjoy it, but I’ll finish this because I’ve never really finished anything. See where it goes.
“Nature and the Wreck” -Mates of State
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“Horizon Variations” -Max Richter
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“Don’t Watch Me Dancing” -Little Joy
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