Conversations
by tns
I had this email saved in my drafts folder for at least a year and a half. It was supposed to be for her but I couldn’t send it because I was already an asshole and a coward. I moved for a reason. I left it in there forever, then one day without thinking I found it in there. I didn’t even bother to read it, I just deleted it. I don’t know why it took me until now to remember that action several months ago and realize I was really done with it. Maybe even before then.
Amidst talk of 90s alt rock bands, both slightly drunk from beer. We brought up the moments when we were both emotional wrecks and its great laughs–sometimes I think maybe we shouldn’t be laughing this hard at how heart broken we simultaneously were during this time. But I think its best when you can share those moments and laugh your ass off, even if you’re drunk.
It reminds me of why I moved back to California really.