Lingering cough and congestion. My coughing is unproductive, mostly dry. I’m wondering if my body is trying to expunge something still. I half expect a limb of some creature other than my own to come out or perhaps a key with a number on it. All results considering, all I might ever see is phlegm and/or blood. In photo today, guy with four hair spikes on his head–the only hair on his head the reason having been shaven off made friends with the leggy girl with a whiny look on her face. I imagine they would make a perfect match, one seeking attention immediately while the other makes friends with anyone who will listen to her bleats. I had a few unnecessary cigarettes today, I plan on having another tonight but the drags are shallow. I’ll admit, it makes me want to quit, but this lingering cough has little to do with my smoking more to do with congestion.
This quarter allows me long weeks away from school and it is nice, my sanity kind of stays intact. part of me wants to make some kind of connection at school. a friend or someone with similar convictions (although I have little.) I’d be lying if I said I wouldn’t want it to be an attractive female, but let’s face it, I’m a horrible listener when it comes to women I’m attracted to. having been my first time experiencing any college, this school does not provide the same amenities typical colleges would, same goes for the experience. fortunately I’m not even looking for such a thing while its on my own bill, but it seems everyone else around me is and its sad that this is supposed to be a design school (well maybe.)
maybe some rest tonight who knows, maybe instead I’ll decide to cough up missing children.