I’m sitting here not being able to write. Probably for the same reasons I don’t design in my offtime anymore either. I never have ideas for anything and lately, I’ve come up with rubbish for logo ideas; which I will eventually need to get around to. I got an extension on my unemployment claim today, which is great. I’m still nervous about the thought of not having income while in school. Considering I have bills, gas and all that shit to pay for. I guess the idea of working constantly and going to school is just too much sacrifice for me to want to do, but I’d probably have to do it eventually.
I feel like all I ever think about (or write about) is what I’m not doing instead of the other way around. Fact is, I really have nothing going on, but I wish I did. I kind of miss the live art days (sans drama) because at least I felt like I was doing something, rather than sitting at home thinking about it. I would make zines again if I had absolutely any idea what to make one on or just get back into designing period. Not practicing isn’t going to make me get any better that is for sure.
I’ve made some contacts recently regarding freelance work and I hope they pull through, although I am not making much effort to make them happen. But it would be nice to have a project or two to grease my designing gears (work other than provided from school anyway)
I’d go to bed right now if it wasn’t so warm… ugh. Summer time, never did like it much.