Momentum.
by tns
I keep finding myself recalling my time in Boston. How much I miss it, how it felt to be completely isolated and undisturbed. You live so long with or without something eventually you’ll find yourself missing it. There was a line in Swingers about something like that. I guess even now with some newer endeavors I’m already thinking about the moments when it will be removed from my life. Whether or not I will be missing it in the very same fashion. Part of me looks forward to it, but then I shouldn’t have to rely on emotional breakdowns just to make some changes in my life. Changes are good now, when I’m feeling the most inspired.
I’ve been out and about these past few weeks. It’s always interesting to meet new people through others. The connection they have and how it relates and sometimes parallels. I think also it can be sometimes more intriguing learning about something through their friends and the company they keep; yourself included. The mixture of endearing reoccurring jokes and phrases they use like a code, its all familiar yet completely refreshing.
I don’t think I’ll ever live in Boston again. I think maybe I’d visit but it was good in that part of my life and probably could not be reproduced.
I should take advantage of some of this momentum I’ve been gaining lately.