Surprise.
by tns
Some say you spend your college years trying to figure out what it is you’re going to do for the rest of your life. I’ve spent my entire life trying to figure out what I’m going to do for the rest of my life. Probably the one most reoccurring things in my life would be non-definitive answers for everything. I’ve never liked math, where often times rules and logical explanations for everything exist. I preferred English more so, which usually involved describing a round about answer for a subject that was relatively simple.
So I guess it comes down to being more or less in the area of doing what I love and doing what I can. I don’t think I’ll ever really find a purpose or perhaps a medium or even a career that I’ll be content with settling down with. Part of me is alright with that concept and the other part of me is worried I’ll never amount to anything. Then there is that voice in the back of my head who is telling me I should be happy with just living and not really having anything that’s committing me to anything financially or personally.
I’m glad I could come to this extremely vague conclusion.
What a surprise.